Why Joker's Music or Wagner - Deep Melodramatic Music Always close to Me

There are times when I feel a raw, almost primal attraction to classical, melodramatic music. It might be my neurodiverse mind seeking something as intricate and layered as itself. The neurotic pull of melodrama is irresistible—there’s something about its dark allure that captivates me. Like tantra, it carries a sense of mysticism, secrecy, and enigma, drawing one deeper into its propulsive force. It feels like a refuge, a connection with something that mirrors my own complexity. Or perhaps, it's the meeting of minds with others who share this nature. There's also a mystery to it, an unknown force behind why it pulls me in, with the music itself open to myriad interpretation.

Note I wrote for Joker Movie's Broken Joker - Hildur Guðnadóttir

Current track: Defeated ClowDefeated Clown

Such a good music with undertones of mind of Joker as it tries to assimilate the cahnges going around him. The Monotone constant of backgrund seems to me suggest the normanlcy of life, which becomes softer as the tracks goes one. And the melodramtic music becomes more stronger and stronger. Like his inner mind psychosis taking over the real world.